So, I've moved things around. My features will no longer be in my journal. They will be found in my features collection, which has been placed right next to my journal. Also, my clubs are now in a custom box, which is titled 'Clubs'. I'd still appreciate the 'thank you's for the features. If you've been featured though, you'll be sent a link to the collection, where you can find your picture.


So Christmas is coming. I already know what I got . I'm so excited! My mom is allowing me to take pictures and film us on Christmas. Which I must say, makes me feel extremely honored. Even if she is my mom, it makes me feel special. This year we're going to get up at 1 am (just like every year), and we're going to play Christmas music. I really wanna try to make this year as Christmas-y as possible. I want it to sorta be like a movie. Yeah, I know that sounds kind of crazy but, I've always wished we could have one of those movie Christmases.


So, I have this thing called Meez. It's kind of a browser based game where you can make a little avatar of yourself (or whatever you want). I was going through my 'closet' and I was showing my mom the clothes I had for my person. She came across a little dress named "Black Lolita Dress". She wanted me to 'try it on', so I did. It looks like ([link]) this, but white. She actually called it cute. Which surprised me. After about 3 years of trying to get her to realize I would love to dress like that and rejecting every way that I was trying to, she says she would let me wear that dress. IF I HAD ONE. It makes me feel happy that she'd let me wear that, but makes me sad that I DON'T HAVE THAT DRESS.


So, my mom made a deal with me. Well wait, Let's start from the beginning. My mom and I, we were laying on her bed, at about 9 or 10 pm watching Criminal Minds. I was drooling over Reid, and I started asking my mom questions about my weight and stuff. Of course I had to cry about 10 times while we were talking. What comes on?! A COMMERCIAL FOR THE NEW NIKON D3000!! Which happens to be a nice camera. A very nice camera for Photography. Well, back the part about that deal my mom made with me. I told her, that I really wanted a camera like that, so she told me t go check how much it was. It's like, $500. She told me either I save up half of the money, or I have to wait 3 months for her to see my progress on my weight loss to see if I'm committed. I told her, what if I lose 20 lbs. She totally agreed to that! YOU BEST BE WAITIN' FOR ME TO LOSE THOSE 20 POUNDS.